well the last blog of mine was my first blog n cyberworld.....jst poured out the superficial feelings of mine....!!!!
today the thought dat hit me aftr vistin this site is...." y people BLOG..."....wat is the purpose..
does it relive us, giv any solutions....or is it an escapisim...or just to create a space to show dat i exist in this world..... ???
evn i am a part of it ....started 2 days bac...whn i felt like pourin out i bcame a part of the cyberblog world...but my situation remains the same here....
u knw guys.....one day i wud like to blog out my whole life ....dunno whn i will gt dat time & guts.. :)
hope ppl out der atleast give a glance to my background theme...
neeways fellas....livin in this world a'int dat bad .....u gotta live 4 urself.... b urself ..evnthoug all of us hav got shortcomins b a social animal...make urself happy ...giv urself to ppl who care & make u a part of their life...(evn i cant do dat nw...quite helpless...)
cheers.....!!
Friday, December 12, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
wats life ??? 1
wats life ??? is very much a big...rather confusin question dat even intellectuals try to figure out & still will nver b able to hit an appropriate defnition....life has it own meanins n the eye of a beggar and varies thur the hierarchy level of human standards. So is mine....
Age 25... i recollect and remember phases of my life...how it was & how it is changin day today .....the emotions i wnt thur ...the memories stored in, memories of 2 decades, nw with d sliver jubilee i still turn bac & look to c "wat hav i achieved".....
behind me i c a road.....with few signposts of achievements standin STILL...apart 4rm dem i c nothin ...jst a blank loong highway....!!! signposts r meant to guide our route...the show us the easy and right way...even my signposts does the same....but....but i am not happy n the route i travell...cos its not me whose on the road....i c a twin..a mechanical one who takes turns , curves & follows the bummpy road belivin dat this is life..whr u take a tour on this highway beliviin dat dis is the best & safest one...keepin the burden of commitments & lack of oppertunities on his bac ....very much unlikely of the person whose typin this blog...
i am cruisin thru....but i am confused....even though i c signposts i knw dis is not wat i want in my life...but i cant run away 4rm the relaity ....my signposts hav been already cemented on the ground.& i hav to follow dem....
but now while typin all des i think ....if i am givin a chance to start my travel b4 i lay my signposts....will i opt 4 it ????
i doubt myself...cos at this stage ...i am so connfused dat i dont even hav the courage to thinkof another route ... ( or mayb in my trait..cant blame any1else...my weakness)..
wish i started my journey 4rm a much better place & with a much better mind...
wish if anychance given to me to change myself ...i wud hav eagerly done...but i dont hate myself...!!!
its the phase i am passin by ...cos i c an empty road behind me...... & infront i c darkness....!!!!
HEADLIGHTS PLZ....... !!!!!
ReJ
Age 25... i recollect and remember phases of my life...how it was & how it is changin day today .....the emotions i wnt thur ...the memories stored in, memories of 2 decades, nw with d sliver jubilee i still turn bac & look to c "wat hav i achieved".....
behind me i c a road.....with few signposts of achievements standin STILL...apart 4rm dem i c nothin ...jst a blank loong highway....!!! signposts r meant to guide our route...the show us the easy and right way...even my signposts does the same....but....but i am not happy n the route i travell...cos its not me whose on the road....i c a twin..a mechanical one who takes turns , curves & follows the bummpy road belivin dat this is life..whr u take a tour on this highway beliviin dat dis is the best & safest one...keepin the burden of commitments & lack of oppertunities on his bac ....very much unlikely of the person whose typin this blog...
i am cruisin thru....but i am confused....even though i c signposts i knw dis is not wat i want in my life...but i cant run away 4rm the relaity ....my signposts hav been already cemented on the ground.& i hav to follow dem....
but now while typin all des i think ....if i am givin a chance to start my travel b4 i lay my signposts....will i opt 4 it ????
i doubt myself...cos at this stage ...i am so connfused dat i dont even hav the courage to thinkof another route ... ( or mayb in my trait..cant blame any1else...my weakness)..
wish i started my journey 4rm a much better place & with a much better mind...
wish if anychance given to me to change myself ...i wud hav eagerly done...but i dont hate myself...!!!
its the phase i am passin by ...cos i c an empty road behind me...... & infront i c darkness....!!!!
HEADLIGHTS PLZ....... !!!!!
ReJ
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