Long time no c....no news....

where was i all these yrs ??? where am i now....
in reality....the cold current of sea took me to the ocean..................the ocean of life...the ocean of human life and purpose.....i am still the drift wood in it....destination u ask me...i say ask the current...u ask the current she says ask the wind...u ask the wind she says ask the sun........hence i am the DRIFT wood in it.......
human life is to err.... err??? ( some big shot did say to humae is to err !! ).... ERROR...!!
but where does a man err...& y does he do dat.....
for me in my concept....i hav been bound.....had the chnace to break ma bond...but never did.....dont ask me.....may b the factors might b sleepin in the other room peacfully ..thinkin they bought up a true man ..a man with values to this world.....
well i am proud if they feel like dat ....and if u ask me ..wud i do it again for themm....ofcourse i will gladly.....
some one asked me to write somethin here in this ....cos i have been long missin from this scenario.....i am not in to blogs nowaday...in short i am in to nothin...u cant blam the lag in time...naa....its the lag in the person dats been fending off from this page..........
i am like this page before i typed words in to it ...i am Blank......when the right note strikes..there begins the music.....and when it comes to this phase ...i have to pen down.....
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Cheers !!

new

been yrs.......been real long to hit town..............welcome 2014....!!!
loads of changes...out in the world & in me....saw many faces....kept som faces..& .merged with a face.....willingly or unwillingly....my circumstances led me to it..........
ask me wat the word peace means........i will say moments of silence.......never knew the  price of serenity wud mean dis high....
but to b frank .........ppl like me...r just slaves .............slaves bound to cast , slaves bound to creed, society, traditions................!!! and all these humbug never wil mean a THING in ur real lyf.....
but still  v r slaves....( atleast i was/am)...............
whom shud v curse... ??
at times i did wish dat this place wud b still under British rule....... not only me i knw ppl who still believe dat................this place wudn hav bend much on rules regulations run by cast and creed

anyways wat has happened has happened........gotta hit against the waves hard....otherwise wats the point in being the prime sperm, dat battled against all odds to make me a homosapien.. :) ....

rem fellas
life is a battle of hope...........hope to.............hoping against hope.....!!!
ciao........ tc v meet u sson...happy nw yr

Is der anythin called love...i mean love btw opposite sex, a no bondage love. It can start from teenage or early and can travel till time ends..but the meanin i ask is can any1 explain me the true meanin of love.........the love one has till or after the wedlocks done..? can dat love be preserved or is it sustainable???? now a days wedlocks rnt a necessity.. (evn love remains hidden & confined in our hearts)....
Som Ppl say love sucks but can they explain d above asked meanin. Is it sex, lust, lackin of care, loneliness, insecurity, admiration, comfort or a sign of trust dat drives this emotion or is it someother unknown factor dat attracts ppl....so ma frenz welcome to the era of safe sex...!!!
let whatever it b.., the so called not-found newtons attraction law mayb true n meanin of love...or the emotion called love, an emotion dat is being buried or swept away by d materialistic world of ours..emotions r now an easy wipe tissues..wipe em & dispose..use another new one 2wipe d new face. Its an endless flow...but where r v humans headin 2.. Its pleasure that v seek n dis modern world...& our young force has lost its drive n faith and relationship...
well i hav heard in movies & autobiography speeches say "follow ur heart.. its whr ur bliss lies"........&...i wud like to rephrase it......it shud b ..."follow ur instincts....play ur cards & be sly as a fox "......cos Life is not the amount of breaths u take in ......its the moments that take your breath Away.......... !!!!! "
..............................................................cheers...........!!!!!

almost a year...

today z june 11th....gonna b almost a year since my last blog..........well ...to start......lemme wish ya all a very blated happy nw yr.... ;).....loads & lots hav changed since my last blog....nw me hav been patched up in a new pasture land...devoid of pastures....(.dunno which son of a gun named this place a pasture)......!!
had high hopes b4 reachin dis place.....but the facts hit me hard ...infact still hittin me dirt hard daily 4 the past 1 month..........never knew ones foolishness can cost the best yrs in his life......well as my favourite one said " u chose dis path.....hence u hav to bear the cross "..........
and by gods grace tilll now everythins goin on a smooth plane god knows whn i get ma chance to tame the dragon or in short b his bait.......
if u ask me nw.. wats life........i am BLANK.........its like all des yrs of xperiences & fates i declared, hav been wiped blank....nothin leads me nw...no inner voice of mine is audible nw....
i always thought, rather kept my spirits high, after steppin on this soil .....sayin dat for evry downs there will surely b an UP (almost 8yrs &still goin strong with des words).....but on seeing the rate of my downhill progress....dat 2 on such a steep & steady drop....i wonder whether the gate which i passed by held the board named HELL....
never imagined my Pg life wud b an active time bomb....
Regards
ReJ
cya .....

:-) think y u bcame a blogger ..!!!

well the last blog of mine was my first blog n cyberworld.....jst poured out the superficial feelings of mine....!!!!
today the thought dat hit me aftr vistin this site is...." y people BLOG..."....wat is the purpose..
does it relive us, giv any solutions....or is it an escapisim...or just to create a space to show dat i exist in this world..... ???
evn i am a part of it ....started 2 days bac...whn i felt like pourin out i bcame a part of the cyberblog world...but my situation remains the same here....
u knw guys.....one day i wud like to blog out my whole life ....dunno whn i will gt dat time & guts.. :)
hope ppl out der atleast give a glance to my background theme...
neeways fellas....livin in this world a'int dat bad .....u gotta live 4 urself.... b urself ..evnthoug all of us hav got shortcomins b a social animal...make urself happy ...giv urself to ppl who care & make u a part of their life...(evn i cant do dat nw...quite helpless...)

cheers.....!!

wats life ??? 1

wats life ??? is very much a big...rather confusin question dat even intellectuals try to figure out & still will nver b able to hit an appropriate defnition....life has it own meanins n the eye of a beggar and varies thur the hierarchy level of human standards. So is mine....
Age 25... i recollect and remember phases of my life...how it was & how it is changin day today .....the emotions i wnt thur ...the memories stored in, memories of 2 decades, nw with d sliver jubilee i still turn bac & look to c "wat hav i achieved".....
behind me i c a road.....with few signposts of achievements standin STILL...apart 4rm dem i c nothin ...jst a blank loong highway....!!! signposts r meant to guide our route...the show us the easy and right way...even my signposts does the same....but....but i am not happy n the route i travell...cos its not me whose on the road....i c a twin..a mechanical one who takes turns , curves & follows the bummpy road belivin dat this is life..whr u take a tour on this highway beliviin dat dis is the best & safest one...keepin the burden of commitments & lack of oppertunities on his bac ....very much unlikely of the person whose typin this blog...
i am cruisin thru....but i am confused....even though i c signposts i knw dis is not wat i want in my life...but i cant run away 4rm the relaity ....my signposts hav been already cemented on the ground.& i hav to follow dem....
but now while typin all des i think ....if i am givin a chance to start my travel b4 i lay my signposts....will i opt 4 it ????
i doubt myself...cos at this stage ...i am so connfused dat i dont even hav the courage to thinkof another route ... ( or mayb in my trait..cant blame any1else...my weakness)..
wish i started my journey 4rm a much better place & with a much better mind...
wish if anychance given to me to change myself ...i wud hav eagerly done...but i dont hate myself...!!!
its the phase i am passin by ...cos i c an empty road behind me...... & infront i c darkness....!!!!

HEADLIGHTS PLZ....... !!!!!

ReJ